Optimism

Writing has not always been my Forte, but this is as close as I get to express my feelings.

Lately I’ve been thinking of what I would have become if I continued to play badminton. Well it’s been my sport since my High school days up to now in my Second year College. I stopped playing badminton. I quitted the CSB Badminton team because I felt like it has no where to go and it has nothing to do with my CAREER in the future and it was in the way of my studies.

Badminton was something in my life. I would look up to it as my purpose in life, something I can be proud of myself that I excel in that sport. Well I may not be a smart ass student but I’m doing my best for my academics. Badminton opened a whole new world for me. I made a lot of friends, and the good thing about it is “ It’s regular exercise “ because of our training.

I hate to admit it but I miss my training days. I miss jogging, I miss sprinting in the 9 courts in yonex, I miss doing shuttle drills, I miss doing shuttle runs. I miss everything.

When I was looking at the pictures of my friends in Tacloban who used to be my team mates, I was once with them in EVRAA, in tournaments, in City Meets and everything else. I miss those days where I could feel the pressure and the adrenaline rushing in me, the pain and the sacrifices I made to achieve of what I’ am now. How I wish I could turn back time and be with them again and start all over.

Everything just gone blank. My love for the game, my perseverance. I had to accept that there are people better than me but that does not give me the reason to give up. Being in college has made me realize that there is a whole lot more in this world than badminton. Well I usually spent most of my free time with badminton. Well that’s life, we have to let go of the things you one loved.

It’s been bothering me since I stopped playing badminton. It also makes me feel insecure that I stopped and I wished that I haven’t.


I miss playing badminton. I miss my Happy days with that sport.
At least now I found something new to keep myself busy with.
I can be as open to try everything. I was once a frustrated dancer and I want to try it out again before everything else fails. =)

Unfulfilled Desire

Time check: it's almost 3am and I still can't hit the sack. So I decided to write on my blog since I haven't been blogging for quite sometime.

For past few weeks has been full of crap. I'm tired, drained and tired for some reason.
suddenly I remembered something that I miss doing the most. It's to on a shoot with my SLR.
Photography has been one of my FAD these days since I stopped playing sports, badminton in particular.
I've been a Photography Enthusiast since forever, and i expounded on it when I had my own SLR.
Shooting is my way of expressing my feelings for things. Shooting is my new hobby now. I haven't been shooting for quite a long time, since I'm busy in school and I live in a condo surrounded by buildings. When I shoot I prefer outdoors like landscapes, open areas and clam places that relaxes me. I think I should be shooting again soon so that my crave for photography would be suppressed.

So hopefully I could find peace of mind and shoot again soon. Or maybe a spontaneous one can be fun too :)
xoxo

24th YHE Benildean Flair( Kurt Ho )

24th Young Hoteliers Exposition
March 11, 2009
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If this isn't it

L O V E, what does this mean? How can you really tell if it is true and not just some make believe fantasy? If this isn't it than tell me what it really is...
but here's the bitter truth;The one's you love,love's someone else
how sad and unfair can the truth be?

Tried of all the heart aches, tired of all the tears, tired of all the lies, tired of waiting...
Can doctor love come and relieve me from this pain?
Cause I keep messing up my fantasies with reality...
I hope before you close your book, try considering others feelings first...

How well do you know me

1. The love of my life:
2. Where you and I met:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long you've known me:
5. The last time that we saw each other:
6. Would I ever go sky diving?
7. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
8. Am I funny?
9. My favorite type of music:
10. Can I sing?
11. The best feature about me:
12. What do I want to do more than anything?
13. What is one thing that you think I should do?
14. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
15. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
16. Have you ever hugged me?
17. My favorite food:
18. Have you ever had a crush on me?
19. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
20. Your favorite memory of me:
21. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring:
22. Do I believe in God?
23. Who is my best friend?
24. Weirdest thing I've ever said:
25. Something only you & I would get:
26. What's the best thing about me?
27. What's the worst thing about me?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill this out for you? :)