Monday, November 10, 2008

thoughts in my head

I like this guy,you know why? because i easily fall for men.
the weird thing is I only chat with him and see him in on a web cam, yet my feelings for him is so true.
I wake up without a day that passes by that he won't slip in my mind. I hope my feelings for him will last and that our sort of thing won't end. I'm afraid that this is just an infatuation. Longing for someone's TLC, is making me go crazy.
When i first saw him my eyes set foot on his handsome structured face, his masculine body and eyes like ember.
Our little chit-chat makes me smile, for a while at least somebody likes me and admires my beauty. Although our schedule won't jive I'm always online and he makes it a point that he goes online and talks to me even for a short while before he starts his day.
Well, maybe he has other women to please him with what he needs, I don't give a damn, as long as he's there.
I want to go into the future to finally meet this person, but i know it is hard and maybe even impossible for us to see each other.
Will my happy moments come to and end?
Will I ever get to meet him?

I don't want this to end, I hope he is a real...

xoxo
RIchBitch

Saturday, November 8, 2008

A Magical Feeling

Hello! and welcome to my blogspot...
I'm new to this blogging thing, so I'm not much of a good writer/speller and has great gramar

I just want to share a feeling...
I meet someone and he was fun to talk with.
I felt something, a spark or that feeling when you fall in love for someone, but I know it would be stupid to fall in love for somebody that far away and you don't know a thing about him.
I just missed that feeling and I just wanted to share it through the means of writing it in this blog and I felt that this would be a nice post for my first blog :)

Since my boyfriend and I broke up a long time ago due to parents disapproval, I just felt this way again. I felt that certain ticklish factor and having butterflies in my stomach. I guess I'm falling in love to someone I can't be with, who i far from my place and a person whom I barely even know.
I'm just happy that I felt that way again just talking to him. At least I know that my heart has not closed down for love :)