I don't know why I am feeling EMO right now, maybe because my kiddo days are about to end... My days of being Seventeen are numbered... :'((
Plus.. I've stumbled to Metro Station's song Seventeen forever...
This made me feel a lot bad and gloomy these past few days because I'm turning 18 in two months time...
I think I'm ready to be Eighteen.. I'm ready to face the world in a different point of view.. More ambitions in life.. Responsibilities and Goals to achieve...????
And here's another thing that's been ravelling in my mind.. Should I have a debut party or not????
I'm shy to ask my mom cause she just bought me what I asked from her.. actually my grandpa bought it for me... hmmmmm...
and another thing I'm in Manila.. If I'm going to have my debut, I want my High School friends, College friends and my other friends form the province to be there too...
So it's actually a difficult choice.. maybe I won't ask my Mom at all unless she would be the to ask me if I want to have a party which I doubt she won't.. I'll just ask for a vacation or something else that would come into my mind
Seriously, this is not really the main reason why I am blogging this....
I think I'm not ready to let go my Childhood...
Being eighteen is a lot more different than it seems...
They be expecting a lot from me, they would think that I am matured enough to handle complicated situations.. more responsibilities....
I'm just afraid of what would happen to my life when I turn Eighteen. I don't know what to expect...
Especially now that I only have 1 1/2 year left of college... I'm nearing to be in the slavery world...
Yet there would be a lot to expect when I turn eighteen... Hopefully good ones :)
It's just pressuring me. and I think I don't have to but I'm just being paranoid. Ohy...
Plus there's this one eensy weensy thing that I wanna do that I think I can achieve it.. hmmmmmm..... maybe I'll blog about it next time =)
So that's it, this is just me being bitter because I'm turning 18 on February 10, 2009 :'((
Plus.. I've stumbled to Metro Station's song Seventeen forever...
This made me feel a lot bad and gloomy these past few days because I'm turning 18 in two months time...
I think I'm ready to be Eighteen.. I'm ready to face the world in a different point of view.. More ambitions in life.. Responsibilities and Goals to achieve...????
And here's another thing that's been ravelling in my mind.. Should I have a debut party or not????
I'm shy to ask my mom cause she just bought me what I asked from her.. actually my grandpa bought it for me... hmmmmm...
and another thing I'm in Manila.. If I'm going to have my debut, I want my High School friends, College friends and my other friends form the province to be there too...
So it's actually a difficult choice.. maybe I won't ask my Mom at all unless she would be the to ask me if I want to have a party which I doubt she won't.. I'll just ask for a vacation or something else that would come into my mind
Seriously, this is not really the main reason why I am blogging this....
I think I'm not ready to let go my Childhood...
Being eighteen is a lot more different than it seems...
They be expecting a lot from me, they would think that I am matured enough to handle complicated situations.. more responsibilities....
I'm just afraid of what would happen to my life when I turn Eighteen. I don't know what to expect...
Especially now that I only have 1 1/2 year left of college... I'm nearing to be in the slavery world...
Yet there would be a lot to expect when I turn eighteen... Hopefully good ones :)
It's just pressuring me. and I think I don't have to but I'm just being paranoid. Ohy...
Plus there's this one eensy weensy thing that I wanna do that I think I can achieve it.. hmmmmmm..... maybe I'll blog about it next time =)
So that's it, this is just me being bitter because I'm turning 18 on February 10, 2009 :'((
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